Life doesn't stay the same And dying doesn't change a thing Prying for a way out Chasing loves fucked up game The feeling of comfort slipped through the cracks Too many years that I can't get back Empty thoughts pilled up in my head Hatred sinking into my skin Your true colors are a darker shade I was never given the change Pulled under from the start Lost on a path with no sign of light I'm losing myself I can't win this fight Forced down at the bottom Struggling to keep my head above