It's hard to ignore I'm gritting my teeth I'd look you in the eye But you're staring at your feet I see you laughing there Having your fun You don't have what it takes You're shrinking down to none You wouldn't say a word Much less look at me I caught you by surprise Stuttering to speak It's hard to ignore I'm gritting my teeth You fucking let me down Are you sorry Though a lot has changed History repeats I'll never be the same You couldn't say a word Much less look at me I caught you by surprise Stuttering to speak You wouldn't say a word Wouldn't look at me Did I catch you by surprise Watch the colors as you bleed