It's kinda hard to forgive me
For all the times I let those monsters out
Sometimes I wonder am I a monster
Am I becoming a beast
Am I becoming a beast
Am I becoming a beast
Am I becoming a monster
Am I becoming a beast
Am I becoming a beast
Am I becoming a beast
Am I becoming a monster
Am I becoming a beast
Am I becoming a monster
All of these demons I fought
And yet still so many prosper
I can't shake the memory of me
Bucking at the ones who really love me
Liquor turned a mind into a monster
Soaking in my woes I couldn't prosper
How many blows does it take to get to red
Ripping my heart open with a bottle
Am I becoming a beast
Am I becoming a beast
Am I becoming a beast
Am I becoming a monster
Am I becoming a beast
Am I becoming a beast
Am I becoming a beast
Am I becoming a monster
I stole paper
I stole plastic
Was getting DT's when it got drastic
I watched my gut open up like elastic
A wolf climbed out
With a basket
And started speaking on my behalf
I stood screaming from behind a glass
Making my granny cry made it laugh
An animal with no shame or class
The grey one tried to save me soul
I knew I could not go home
Mind was fully blown turned into monster
Can't go home
I can't go home
I can't go home
I can't go home
I can't go home
I can't go home
I can't go home
I can't go home
I can't go home
I can't go home
There is no home
There is no hope
There is no home
There is no hope
Midnight in the alley
Beaten by her own demons
I see the girl
God can't save her, God can't save her now
Latenight in the alley
Eaten by the jagged rock
I see the girl
I can't save her, I can't save her now