I've just taken the time now it's all come unglued and I see the real you I can't tell if what I left behind was worth giving up My mind is wired to hate myself by design, sabotage what little I have left and watch as it dies Do you feel the same way? All alone led astray Is the start of something I wish I could shake but I can't I can't see myself through this without you Hate the fact I can't seem to let you go Even under soil and dirt with a tombstone etched by you I'd still be there to help you hide my bones There was never an easy way out Tried all the things I could do Swallowed pills, prayed for death. But these pills taste like you I can feel the chill of your breath, haunt like a ghost in the room You're presence here is past tense Your false pretence presents but I conclude I can't see myself through this without you Hate the fact I can't seem to let you go Even under soil and dirt with a tombstone etched by you I'd still be there to help you hide my bones