Why would I walk away from a life Where I had it all, had it all And people say that I've lost it But I say they're wrong, so long I've been captured by Your grace Follow home in Your embrace Tasted waters from Your crystal stream Oh yeah I've been searching all my days Looking for this better place Now I'm living here inside this dream I've been ruined for this life ordinary I've been captivated by a different kind of living Now I'm starving for Your yearning For I'm ruined, I'm ruined, oh yeah Lord, as I for business I'll treat you well Lord, I'll walk through the park, no, no, no, no I'm playing it safe, never getting too close Never going too far Choosing the middle [Incomprehensible] I've never pledged in either side Merely existing, barely getting by Now I'm looking for Your longings, find a home that's worth belonging Devastated by Your love divine I've been ruined for this life ordinary I've been captivated by a different kind of living Now I'm starving for Your yearning I'm ruined for this life ordinary I've been captivated by a different kind of living Now I'm starving for Your yearning, and I'm ruined Something had to give the image that was me I pulled the [Incomprehensible] down caught up in a dream You can tell I've rearranged, I've prioritized You can see it on my face, see a fire in my eyes You got me ruined for ordinary You got me ruined for ordinary You got me ruined, You got me ruined I've been ruined for this life ordinary I've been oh captivated by Your living Now I'm starving for Your yearning I'm ruined You got me ruined for ordinary You got me ruined for ordinary You got me ruined, You got me ruined You got me ruined for ordinary