Reality sucks, too much pain I can't explain why I wanna bash brains Still I can see it on the other side Got a new baby, wanna stay alive Give what I give, give what I got Make it worth while, cause I got another shot Broken families that always got pain I break the chain, refuse to be the same Mother-did as good as you could After all the abuse I still understood Three times divorced, and three times a kid Gave us more love than our father ever did Now we've all grown and moved along Tried to forget, but my brother did me wrong But it's real hard to put it all behind me It's like a tattoo frozen in a memory I can't seem to erase the stain In my brain, things will never be the same I remember all the lies, f__ked up, now I realize Never had a chance as a kid, I was a man Fight after fight wasn't really what I planned Father! Whoever you are Beat my mother down, all I see is scars And memories - what about me? Throw me through a window for watching tv Where did I get this anger? Where did I get this hate? And where did I get my temper? Now I'm gonna show my faith (Huh) never will I be like you, be like you F__ked up, that sh_t - I'm staying true My family, true to my family I'm true to my family True to my family Stay true True to my family Stay true, stay true True to my family Stay true True to my family Stay true, stay true True to my family True True to my family Stay true, stay true True to my family Stay true True to my family Stay true, stay true Never will I be like you, never will I be like you (repeat to end) Produced by ross robinson