I play dead so that the monsters in my head
Think that they've done their best and they can take a rest
I think that I just might have played this part too well
I'm not feeling myself, and I'm wondering where I fell
Off the wagon, I'm dragging mud and used to love up to my attic
There's static where I used to be ecstatic
You can call, you can call me dramatic
But I got this nasty habit
I'm living everyday like it's doomsday
Even if it's just another Tuesday
The internet is telling me that it's depression
Yeah it's my obsession, never learn my lesson
'Cause I'm living everyday like it's doomsday
Like it's doomsday
I'm an egomaniac on the self attack, whatcha looking at?
It's like you never seen anyone having a quarter life crisis
I might be biased, in the scale of self destructive tendencies
I think I score the highest
Why is everything good in my life overshadowed by a sinking feeling
That everything is gonna go to shit? And it's the best it's gonna get
I just want to be the kid who thought that
The world was filled with possibilities
And not so many responsibilities
And my world is falling into entropy
Could someone please just give me the keys?
Where I can see the world through a different screen
'Cause the one I got's not the one I need
And you could call it a modern tragedy
I'm living everyday like it's doomsday
Even if it's just another Tuesday
The internet is telling me that it's depression
Yeah it's my obsession, never learn my lesson
'Cause I'm living everyday like it's doomsday
Like it's doomsday
I play dead so that the monsters in my head
Think that they've done their best and they can take a rest
I think that I just might have played this part too well
I'm not feeling myself, and I'm wondering where I fell
Off the wagon, I'm dragging mud and used to love up to my attic
There's static where I used to be ecstatic
You can call, you can call me dramatic
But I got this nasty habit
I'm living everyday like it's doomsday
Even if it's just another Tuesday
The internet is telling me that it's depression
Yeah, it's my obsession, never learn my lesson
'Cause I'm living everyday like it's doomsday
Like it's doomsday
(Doomsday, doomsday, doomsday)
(Doomsday, doomsday, doomsday)
(Doomsday, doomsday)