It was the timing and the bags under my eyes It was the look on your face when you said I look tired I'd rather watch you turn away 'Cause you don't look at me the same anymore And I don't blame you for a second What happened to us? What happened to me? ♪ I used to run to feel the air rushing through my lungs Without a purpose or need or a care and a back to the sun Now it's just the getaway in a maze that I can't escape Oh, how I would give anything For a chance to catch my breath Oh, how I would give anything For you to speak in words I understand And now my feet are sinking into my regrets like concrete And now my feet are sinking into my regrets like concrete And now my feet are sinking into my regrets like concrete And now my feet are sinking into my regrets like concrete Oh, if we're made in His reflection, I'm curious Oh, I would give anything to recreate How our dysfunction used to function so beautifully I used to run, I felt the air in my lungs Without a purpose or need or a care and a back to the sun ♪ So if we're made in His reflection, I'm curious Is this all there is? Just failing expectations Crumbling foundations Nothing more, nothing less And the burn in the back of your throat No, it never goes away You just come to grips And make room for it Until you don't live, you just cope And as much as we say, "Don't look back" We always do, because we're human God knows I'm human I'm a liar and I, I'm a fake I am I, and I wish I wasn't I keep trying to fight and trying to run But I hate myself for changing every step of the way And I can't help thinking That if we're made in His reflection I'm curious I'm curious Did God drink himself to sleep the night he created me?