Lying in the middle of the bed Tearing out my heart to find the reason why You always leave before I get the chance to leave you So I love myself and sleep with my denial How can I make you stay forever? Cause I'm too ashamed to ride alone Only the lonely stay together But I'm too afraid, too afraid to come Into heaven alone Into heaven alone Into heaven alone Into heaven alone Into heaven alone Foolish not to walk away from lies I'm on self-destuct, need pain to feel alive When the smoke escapes I'm holding yellow roses And in the wake of love I bless the tears I cried How can I make you stay forever? Cause I'm too ashamed to ride alone Only the lonely stay together And I'm not afraid, not afraid to come Into heaven alone Into heaven alone Into heaven alone Into heaven alone Into heaven alone If only I could make you stay forever I would feel alive, I feel would alive If only I could see your face I could find a way, find a way to come Into heaven alone Into heaven alone Into heaven alone Into heaven alone Into heaven alone