We're putting on a disguise To make you think that we thrive But what I hide from your eyes Is that I barely survive Yeah when I'm sinking and I'm feeling alone Myself I'm not together and I don't feel at home I don't feel the emotions I suppress with a phone I guess the body in the closet's gonna turn to some bones yeah I lie here broken socials keep me awake (Awake) And when I'm older I'll regret this mistake (Mistake) Cause there is always something better to do Than try to prove I'm not a shadow to you We're putting on a disguise To make you think that we thrive But what I hide from your eyes Is that I barely survive I'm like a bear in a circus yeah Writing letters to a furnace uh Just a clown with two cents Wish em on a well but it doesn't make your penny wise Check the streams yeah they're all gone You want a dream? This the wrong song Still I'm wishing me well but it hurts like hell When I wanna be somebody else We're putting on a disguise To make you think that we thrive But what I hide from your eyes Is that I barely survive I barely survive Oh (Everyone yeah everyone yeah yeah) Woah