I feel I'm still a kid I'm getting used to this We gotta fake it I feel I'm still a kid I'm getting used to this One day we'll make it I'm looking for some peace of mind Or maybe places I can hide I'm losing touch with friends of mine I'm busy playing 'hard to find' When my happy doesn't last I'm tryna let go Wish I could talk into my past back then tho But with some honesty logically ironically I'd probably just not be very fond of me now Cause the person that I grew to be it is Is the life I promised I would never live He'd send a flare to me be scared of me Thinking that the devil made the man of me Nowhere to be found I feel I'm still a kid I'm getting used to this We gotta fake it I feel I'm still a kid I'm getting used to this One day we'll make it My friends would play some tag Adults would yell and tell us not to run Now they just drink and smoke Then wake up sick pretending it was fun When my happy doesn't last I'm tryna let go Wish I could talk into my past back then tho But with some honesty logically ironically I'd probably just not be very fond of me now Cause the person that I grew to be it is Is the life I promised I would never live He'd send a flare to me be scared of me Thinking that the devil made the man of me Nowhere to be found I feel I'm still a kid I'm getting used to this We gotta fake it I feel I'm still a kid I'm getting used to this One day we'll make it