I've been doing this way too often It's been so long since I've felt something And I don't mean to be such a weirdo I just wanna chance... but not so anymore I don't really wanna fight this feeling I'm too drunk and I can't think clearly Just gimme one more little rom com love line And say you'll love me to another fucking life time I'm not your little boy toy I'm not your little boy toy I hope you feel all of the, love, joy But I am not your little boy toy Come close to sleep with demons They know all of your secrets I feel the weight coming through Over on my chest... you know I need to breathe Fall out and start it over My god I'm such a poser I'm sure you think it to be But are you thinking of me? I'm not your little boy toy I'm not your little boy toy I hope you feel all of the, pain, joy But I am not your little boy toy And sometimes I will breathe, very many words that I don't mean And oh, sometimes I will take, that very same single breathe away Because I don't wanna live, though I don't really wanna die But to cease to exist, well that sounds like the life I'm not your little boy toy I'm not your little boy toy I hope you feel not a goddamn thing joy But I am not your little boy toy