Every day changes casually Like permanence is hyperbole It's all moving and it's different I'm not here, just looking back Wondering how I could have acted different It's inconsistent Maybe this is just a crisis All I know is I don't like this Pacing round my room trying to find Why I'm alive Put my value into people Wore myself into this perfect life Where I'll pretend that I'm just fine But lately, nothing feels right Everything feels like eternity Especially when anxiety is your best friend It's a dead end I'm never sure, I hesitate Wondering why I can't seem to stay consistent Always resisting Maybe this is just a crisis All I know is I don't like this Pacing round my room trying to find Why I'm alive Put my value into people Wore myself into this perfect life Where I'll pretend that I'm just fine But lately, nothing feels right Do I care if they care, if I don't? Do I care if they care, if I don't? Do I care if they care, if I don't?