A bitter pill to stop my flood of thoughts temporarily An aberration in disguise in the chaos of reality The undoing of the crown I hold my breath my mind is breached I'm sinking endlessly I'll reach the belly of the anglerfish eventually, unavoidably The company of the drowned Mother we've failed you We killed the sharks so we ate ourselves Mother we've failed you And now the deafening silence overwhelms ♪ I fell asleep And woke up on the other side Alone The wound is too deep No one's by my side Pain echoes through my bones No god can right my wrongs So help me forgive myself Make me forget myself I hate you all I hate you ♪ I hate you all, almost as much as I hate myself I hate you all, almost as much as I fucking hate myself I'll kill you all, I'll find a rope, and then I'll fucking hang myself I hate you all, almost as much as I hate myself