OH You throw me to the lion's den You make it so my beginning is my end Too close to touch but close enough to feel My shadow stands beside me as I kneel Yeah It's one step forward and always two steps back Just one of the many qualities I have Without a voice I'll try my best to scream Cause I'm still having nightmares in my dreams I better bite the bullet Before it swallows me up whole I'm playing Russian roulette And my fingers have gone cold This is not the end Cause I found a place to go My heart is yours forever And your forever is my home Yeah I'm jumping off the deep end with the sharks But keeping my head above water is so hard I'm trying not to panic and just to breathe Before my shadow decides to leave I better bite the bullet Before it swallows me up whole I'm playing Russian roulette And my fingers have gone cold This is not the end Cause I found a place to go My heart is yours forever And your forever is my home So I sit and wait for the stars to fall Put it in perspective that we are so small Give me a sign, what is my purpose? What did I do to deserve this? Give me time and give me space Give me footsteps I can retrace Yes I'm tired and yes I'm sick And this captain's going down with his ship Don't leave me Cause I'm scared to be alone Don't leave me And your forever is my home Don't leave me Yeah I'm scared to be alone Don't leave me And your forever is my home