Once I slipped away from the misery of life I know Waiting is worse than thousands of blades Piercing you from outside Your disdain Why did you leave me alone with this pain My silent cry Will always remind you of the day I died The betrayal Had its place when the sun went down and the night overtook the throne How could you be so cold When the sharpness of spears played with my bones Is it supposed to be like this Let your son rot covered by violence My soul had to clean itself My god your treachery is vain My soul had to clean itself and that Torture was my gates to heaven where I will remain My soul had to clean itself and that Torture was my gates to heaven where I will remain I will never understand how could you leave me on my own When you could simply ease my pain I'll never see a reason to make your own son die When you almighty could just have him beside you