You're awake Sunday morning There's nothing less to brood your anxiety and no remorse You planned a day you should be off then You're bumming for a change that won't be back no more Guiding all my strength To protect me I beat the ghost but he tricked me and then he beat me twice Those nightmares are not nightmares Once you have something that you can't get over off your mind It's all I ever have It's all I ever dream But every time you seem to disagree It's all I ever felt It's all I ever been And every time I see those ghosts over me Through all my life You can't control me no more! You spent some time alone You thought you would be strong But you are a puppet trying to get free With no destiny It seems truth never wins You kept it all and now you're drowning in sin you never committed It's all I ever have It's all I ever dream But every time you seem to disagree It's all I ever felt It's all I ever been And every time I see those ghosts over me Through all my life You can't control me no more!