What I want is undefined What I feel I'm less inclined to trust A deceptive heart on the loose Making mess of my plan to lose What I need and how I breathe Is all a mystery Way to find the devil in the details darling When your soul is ravenous, starving I hold myself to another mans path some days I feel, I feel the weight of what I ain't done Weighed down, weighed down with a load I ain't called to take For a misery under the sun Settle down to reconcile Conventional reason to your life But good luck putting that nagging to bed Either burn up or you'll pine and sweat What I need is to appease The voice haunting me Maybe if I follow then the nagging will stop The kind fire burning me up I hold myself to another mans path some days I feel, I feel the weight of what I ain't done Weighed down, weighed down with a load I ain't called to take For a misery under the sun I know myself, I know I ain't got what it takes I grieve, I grieve the loss of what I can't make I heard your power made perfect the weaker I am And you take all my misery up in your love