I write you everyday Then I throw it all away I've got so much left to say But there's nothing left to say And I'm not trying to be weak But I cry myself to sleep Everynight I'm freaking out I'm freaking out I'm freaking out Yeah, I'm freaking out Nothing kills the pain Like a bullet to my brain And that just brings back fear And I just can't escape In my mind, In my dreams, There's nothing here that seems Like it was meant for me To ever be happy I'm freaking out I'm freaking out I'm freaking out Yeah, I'm freaking out