I'm just a kid, still afraid of the dark Even in daylight And facing my fears was never this hard before I keep making noise to settle my nerves I guess it sounds alright But I'm just a fool cause it never worked Before I've got a bad memory It's all coming back eventually And if I said I'm not what you thought I was Would you hold it against me? And if I said that I am done I've fought enough Would you hold it against me? I'm just a kid but I've had some thoughts That look just like monsters So I'll fall asleep with my lights on Again I keep making noise to shut myself up But I gotta wonder How long will it take until I erupt Again I've got a bad memory It's all coming back eventually And if I said that I'm not what you thought I was Would you hold it against me? And if I said that I am done I've fought enough Would you hold it against me? I've got a bad memory It's all coming back eventually