In time you grow stronger But I become weak And I cry no longer 'Cause I can barely speak My bones are hollow No kind words can fill them It's slow but I follow Under this skin is poison, poison This constant fight Makes me sure That pen and paper Won't find me the cure I know it's coming But I can't see the light You've pushed me too far I did nothing but try How easy It would be To stay forever asleep in this bed Trapped in this head No I won't be numb I'll play their games Am I more than just a file? Have I won? Do they even know my name? My name This constant fight Makes me sure That pen and paper Won't find me the cure I know it's coming But I can't see the light You've pushed me too far I did nothing but try How easy It would be But the needles and tears Don't solve anything How it feels in this body And screams in my head I dread the day when I'm no longer sleeping Or would I rather be Dead inside And then I wake up And I'm still Alive This constant fight Makes me sure That pen and paper Won't find me the cure I wish they could see me Feeling like this I wonder what they'd say If they knew I was Sick