'Cause I'd rather be going crazy than to be alone
(Be alone, be alone, be alone)
Careful words with no response
He spends his nights in coffee shops
Quick to fall, but he won't catch you
He disappears like cheshire cats do
And I know, and I know, and I know
You don't know, you don't know me well
And I know, and I know, and I know
I don't know how to be by myself
I swear that I am flying while I'm walking on a wire
Convince myself it's raining while you're setting me on fire
So I'll follow you down this rabbit hole
'Til I don't know how to let you go
Watch all of my sanity go up in smoke
'Cause I'd rather be going crazy than to be alone
(Be alone, be alone, be alone)
Empty words and flying sparks
With something cold to replace his heart
He's perfectly assembled while I'm falling apart
He looks just like a work of art
He's untouchable, so far away
He's further than outer space
Trying to breathe in and out, it keeps on getting hotter
But I'm okay with drowning, baby, if you are the water
So I'll follow you down this rabbit hole
'Til I don't know how to let you go
Watch all of my sanity go up in smoke
'Cause I'd rather be going crazy than to be alone
(Be alone, be alone, be alone)
Every word he's ever said to me
Is burned into my memory
He takes his time
Erases me from his mind
And quickly I'm unraveling
He's gone and then he's back again
But maybe I'm just dreaming it all, oh
I drink you up
You shrink me down
Dig myself deeper underground
I can't win
I can't hide
'Cause it's all in my delusional mind