Spent the last year with my thoughts
Doin' yoga and a detox
Drinkin' green tea and
I stopped watchin' TV
I thought that I was doin' better
My demons were waitin' for the
Right chance to come right back
Lost my friends, killed my plants, oh well
Nothin' ever lasts forever
My dominoes in a row
Watch me knock 'em over
Only one way I can go
At the top of the roller-coaster
When things are at their best, I become my worst
You can't break my heart if I break it first
I wonder when it's good, how bad it's gonna hurt
'Cause some part of me thinks that's what I deserve, so
I become my worst, my worst, my worst, yeah-ay-yeah
I become my worst, my worst, my worst
When I'm stressed out, I get busy
Forget to eat, get real skinny
Then I worry that I'm wasting
Half my '20s being worried
Buildin' up my hearts of cards
Watch me knock it over
It's like I wanna fall apart
At the top of the roller-coaster
When things are at their best, I become my worst
You can't break my heart if I break it first
I wonder when it's good, how bad it's gonna hurt
'Cause some part of me thinks that's what I deserve, so
I become my worst, my worst, my worst, yeah-ay-yeah
I become my worst, my worst, my worst
Cross my fingers, hope to die
Swear that it'll be different this time
When things are at their best, I become my worst
You can't break my heart if I break it first
I wonder when it's good, how bad it's gonna hurt
'Cause some part of me thinks that's what I deserve, so
I become my worst, oh-oh, ha-ha, yeah-ay-yeah
I become my worst, my worst, my worst, oh
I become my worst, my worst, oh yeah
I become my worst, mmm