Lately I've been feeling
As useless as a clown
The only bed I know is in the ground
I'm the bottom of the ocean
I am a well that's run dry
If I were ever loved I was left behind to die
Looks like I'm wasting
All of my time
Chasing a dream I'll never find
I'll never find
Thought I heard the word forever
Thought I saw it in your eyes
Thought the writing on the wall I saw couldn't have been denied
Then it all came tumbling down and I shouldn't have been surprised
That you were walking around with buckets full of lies
Lately I've been feeling
Like I just can't let it go
No matter where I turn you're the end of every road
You're the constant destination
In the desert of my mind
You're the waterhole that I never seem to find
Thought I was the hammer
That would build your fairytales
But you laid be down
And struck me like a nail
Like a nail
Thought I heard the word forever
Thought I saw it in your eyes
Thought the writing on the wall I saw couldn't have been denied
Then it all came tumbling down and I shouldn't have been surprised
That you were walking around with buckets full of lies