Self deprecation's the common tongue
In the songs I sing and the way I love
And I've been burned before
And his words, they did scar
But the cause of my death
Is the weight of my heart
So God I hope you never want me
I'm so used to being alone
Things that matter go so easy
Please don't ever trust me with those
Darling I broke everything that we had
Let the car slide out on the ice that was black
And a common mistake when I'm playing with knives
Is trusting me say
It won't happen next time
And old habits do die so hard
Choke on lies I'm in the dark
Hesitations make most sense
When history's been devil sent
And history's been devil sent
So God I hope you never want me
I'm so used to being alone
Things that matter go so easy
Please don't ever trust me with those
God I hope you never need me
I'm alone most every night
Don't reach out, just please believe me
It's a waste of both of our time