I've been honest I've been kind I've been waiting all my life But so sadly I so badly have to go I've been patient I've been true I've held my breath 'til I turned blue Now baby do not hate me when I go You're lovely you're sublime Poor cupid weeps when you walk by For we will never know you better than the dark What keeps me walking down this road It ain't courage it ain't hope But a cancer dancing faster through my heart Now I am tired I am weak My eyes dance madly when I sleep I beg the wind for it to speak as it follows you But it just spirals in a rage Like jealous arms around your legs As they swing farther down the lane that I look to There ain't nothing I can say There is no voice that explain How all the songs I ever sang felt just like dust And everything else inside my mouth Whispered your name as it fell out Barely breathing it ain't leaving but I must Forget this road this tired march A dying dog begins to bark You will not hear it as my spirit starts to roar And I float farther down the lane Into the dark and faraway I will not stay another stray scratching your door Cause I've been honest I've been kind I've been waiting all my life But so sadly I so badly have to go I've been patient I've been true I've held my breath 'til I turned blue Now baby do not hate me when I go