I don't turn on the radio Or take a walk on the downtown streets I can't stand the sight of those sparkling lights Circling the evergreens People are counting down The nights till Santa comes around Despite what they're singing I know he's not bringing what my poor heart needs Tis the season for laughter and joy and fireplaces all aglow Once I was the life of the party And you were beside me Now I spend silent nights alone I can't help but feel just like the weather A little bit colder than I like And gray I've tried to forget but I remember How it used to be When it was you and me In happier holidays I close my eyes as the first snow falls Jingle bells ring and I recall This time last year You whispered in my ear 'Baby you're all I want' Tis the season for giving For pretty things wrapped up in ribbons and bows But it's hard to merry With these memories I carry Like a stocking full of coal I can't help but feel just like the weather A little bit colder than I like And gray I've tried to forget but I remember How it used to be When it was you and me In happier holidays Now I'm crying in the parking lot where we bought Our last tree together I swear most of the time I do alright But there's something about December I can't help but feel just like the weather A little bit colder than I like And gray I've tried to forget but I remember How it used to be When it was you and me In happier holidays