I can't fill the endless need Oh God I need to be freed From this suffocating possession, it's a chemical obsession You've seen me bleed in self-taught doubt The days are numbered, I'm draining out I'm draining out Under the skin Like a deadweight you push me further and deeper Until I can't breathe Grabbing my neck, grinding my teeth My empty words are the only I keep No salvation for me Is it all my vanity? (Under the skin) (I can't breathe) Under the skin Like a deadweight you push me further and deeper Until I can't breathe Weighing me down and piercing my chest Always unsure of what comes next So leave me be, my vanity Too long you kept me in You tried to drown me but I learned to swim Leave me be Deadweight