I'm going back to what I've always known On my own and back in full control I'm getting everything I think I need Going where nobody can follow me I'm looking forward to another day No discomfort and no growing pains I don't know why I don't go with the flow Why don't you make yourself more comfortable You know I did it You know I did it to myself And I was laughing like it happened to somebody else How can someone so high be so low I'm slipping back into the comfort zone So long to the world and the girls And the pain and the change And the friends and the blood And the long gone past And the hate and the hurt And the loss and the waste And the good and the bad If I ever come back I'll be trying to be present more Won't have a friend that'll feel ignored I'll make the most of every single day Won't let the world begin to fade away I'll be keeping my schedule full And trying not to be impossible Spending less time on my own Learn how to never take it personal You know I did it You know I did it to myself And I was laughing like it happened to somebody else How can someone so high be so low I'm slipping back into the comfort zone So long to the world and the girls And the pain and the change And the friends and the blood And the long gone past And the hate and the hurt And the loss and the waste And the good and the bad If I ever come back If I come back I'll be so relaxed