My whole life I was born to drag behind The storm within The marks all on my skin All of my favourite things God knows I wanna sin I can't look at you Now that you're gone and you've left your stench behind I'm not care-free and elastic like you I sit here tight as a rubber band, I do These black-brown eyes give nothing away My heart palpitates, I'm not here to stay Symbols of her everywhere I go Makes me feel down, I am deep below I can hear her voice in my ear Raven-haired and always near "Don't give this to any girl but me" It used to be special, it used to be me Clutching at the nearest hand But still out of place, I can't understand