I'm seeing stars Didn't look away fast enough Guess you left your mark When I lose it, I'll send my regards It's like I'm anchored to the roundabout That spinning wheel at the playground And you get closer with every cycle Getting off becomes consequential I wait for the punch, but you keep your mouth shut I wish you would scream at me And things that I could say are few things That I was ready on sight, but you were a ghost to a fist fight I still fantasize it constantly ♪ I miss New England The smell of summer in Boston And living in a vacuum, when getting older was fun And so were you I had a plan, but every round I'm dealt a bad hand And I got nothing I'm playing onto And I can't seem to sit still I'll never be done, 'cause I can't keep my mouth shut I wish you'd just scream at me 'Cause honestly, I'd probably Oh, I just want validation Say I'm just as bad as one of the Mansons Bet you fantasize it constantly