I don't really wanna talk about it
Honestly I'm better off without it
I try and run but I'm still surrounded
In my head I just keep on drowning
Memories of you seem so cloudy
I forget about the pain around me
I remember all the pain when you ain't around me
Blue skies look grey when you ain't around me
I don't know why you change everything about me
I can't even say all the ways that you made me happy
I'd dive into flames just to make you happy
But I know me and you just can't be happy
I don't know
I don't know why you've been in my head
Every single time I tell myself I'm done again
And everytime you say you hate me, end up in my bed
I know your actions never matching what your words said
When I met you feel like it was for the second time
Tell me why I know it's wrong but it feels right
Tell me why you visit me in my dreams every night
I don't know why I can't forget about all of the times that we shared
You tell me that you don't wanna be falling in love again
Cos' everytime that you fall you too scared
I saw your baggage and I didn't care
Cos' we all got demons that we never share
No matter the problem or time that you're calling
I told you I promise I'd always be there
And then I cared
But you think that Imma be just like your ex
So you shut it down before I even mess
Up in your head you already convinced
That I'll do the same cos' you got it from him
It's bout where we going and not where we been
We built these walls just to not let them in
And I'll break em' down just so I can begin
You shouldn't burn bridges until you can swim
I see your face on like every page
When I sit down to write, God you stay on my brain
It's like your love a light I get burned by your flame
And it always burns bright just like I'm gasoline
The passion is sane and it cannot be tamed
When we come together there's beauty in pain
But when we apart it should probably stay
Cos sometimes our destinies cannot be changed