Lost in a fairy tale
When life gets very stale
Wish I could breathe underwater
My son or daughter
Won't know this empty shell
These bones won't bury well
And I won't say fare thee well
I'm just gon' leave it all behind
I'm sick of hiding from me
My very self
I'm not like you or anyone else
At least it don't feel like it, everyone tells me
That everyone's felt the way I felt
But if that was the case how has everyone dealt?
I can't eat, just drink, no sleep
Which is funny 'cause I ain't been out bed in a week
No trace of weed, just me
Fallin' into another hole in my head and it's deep
I try to reach out and climb out of it
When my dad reach out
Real big smile, breathe in, breathe out
Try to be grateful, just stay faithful
Oh yeah, "Thank you," that shit helps
It don't suit me but it suits him well
Tryna find a new suit, tie, shoes and belt
Black on black on black I tried, I tried, I tried to get
Lost in a fairy tale
When life gets very stale
Wish I could breathe underwater
My son or daughter
Won't know this empty shell
These bones won't bury well
And I won't say fare thee well
I'm just gon' leave it all behind
I'm sick of hiding from me
My very self
My very self
Get up, now I'm fed up
Life ain't set up for me to keep my head up
Even when I feel better
No I never can let up these cards I was dealt, I'mma have to just bet up
Drag myself to the shower
Even if I have to sit there for an hour
Trash piled up like a tower
Cans from the sauce, plates, and I forgot I had flowers, shit
Gotta quit the drinkin', think I seen the beacon
Though it's one thing to do it, another thing to speak it
If I get these shakes then I'mma tap the brakes
I know it won't be easy but I have to cease it
Break the cycle
This is my revival and I'm my only rival
On another high note, think I've broken my code
Just a couple typos
Lost in a fairy tale
I know that life gets very stale
Now I can breathe underwater
My son or daughter
Won't know this empty shell
These bones won't bury well (but I'll cope)
And I won't say fare thee well
I'm just gon' leave it all behind
I'm sick of hiding from me
My very self
Lost in a fairy tale
I know that life gets very stale
Now I can breathe underwater
My son or daughter
Won't know this empty shell
These bones won't bury well (but I'll cope)
And I won't say fare thee well
I'm just gon' leave it all behind
I'm sick of hiding from me
My very self