Early in the morning, I still get a little bit nervous
Fightin' my anxiety constantly, I try to control it
Even when I know it's been forever, I can still feel the spin
Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again

Don't know if you get it
'Cause I can't express how thankful I am
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That you were always with me when it hurts
I know that you'd understand
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Tryin' every day when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space, pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control

Sometimes I still think it's coming, but I know it's not

Tryin' to breathe in and then out, but the air gets caught
'Cause even though I'm older now, and I know how to shake off the past
I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my hand
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Tryin' every day when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space, pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control

I need you to know
I would never be this strong without you
You've seen how I've grown
You took all my doubts 'cause you were home
I don't wanna lose control
There's nothing I can do anymore

I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Tryin' every day when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space, pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control