Early in the morning, I still get a little bit nervous Fightin' my anxiety constantly, I try to control it Even when I know it's been forever, I can still feel the spin Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again
Don't know if you get it 'Cause I can't express how thankful I am ♪ That you were always with me when it hurts I know that you'd understand I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore Tryin' every day when I hold my breath Spinnin' out in space, pressing on my chest I don't wanna lose control
Sometimes I still think it's coming, but I know it's not
Tryin' to breathe in and then out, but the air gets caught 'Cause even though I'm older now, and I know how to shake off the past I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my hand I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore Tryin' every day when I hold my breath Spinnin' out in space, pressing on my chest I don't wanna lose control
I need you to know I would never be this strong without you You've seen how I've grown You took all my doubts 'cause you were home I don't wanna lose control There's nothing I can do anymore
I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore Tryin' every day when I hold my breath Spinnin' out in space, pressing on my chest I don't wanna lose control