Let me be honest
I had a breakdown last night
I was awake all the time
I have cried, yes I've cried
An ocean to sleep
Won't think about it
But it stuck in my mind
Staying there really unkind
Like a monster, like a demon
Dancing on my soul
I hate it
But my brain has a really bad party with my thoughts
Cause it breaks me
And it takes me
To a place somewhere
I don't want to go again
Slow and softly
Falling down
Like a leaf in autumn time
Stormy weather
Not getting better
It hurts me for a while
I hate it
When my brain has a really bad party with my thoughts
Cause it breaks me
And it takes me
To a place somewhere
I don't want to go again
Again, again, again
I don't want to go again
Again, again, again
When will it leave me
Stop bother me all the time
Maybe I'm the monster myself
And all these thoughts are I
I hate it
When my brain has a really bad party with my thoughts
Cause it breaks me
And it takes me
To a place somewhere
I don't want to go again
Again, again, again
I don't want to go again
Again, again, again
I don't want to go again
Again, again, again
I don't want to go again