Well, I'm falling apart, I suspect I'm blowing it
And I thought I was past this, but I'm losing it
And exploited all of the feelings I had
And ripping through life and friends
And erasing all of the memories I have
And sure, it's a means to an end
Oh, when will death come?
When will he save me from here?
And surely, I'm done
And on and off, can't I not care?
And I'm falling apart, I suspect I'm losing it
And I thought I was past this, but I'm blowing it
And I toiled away at all the tasks they gave me
And I wasn't the best or the worst
Rip up my mind, has always worked against me
To never feel calm, I was cursed
So when will death come?
When will he save me from here?
And, oh, and surely, I'm done
And on and off, can't I not care?
So how many times
Will I close my eyes?
Only to wake in the light
And have to live my life
And if you feel the same as me, I pity you now
In it forever
But I guess we're in this together