Well, I'm falling apart, I suspect I'm blowing it And I thought I was past this, but I'm losing it And exploited all of the feelings I had And ripping through life and friends And erasing all of the memories I have And sure, it's a means to an end Oh, when will death come? When will he save me from here? And surely, I'm done And on and off, can't I not care? And I'm falling apart, I suspect I'm losing it And I thought I was past this, but I'm blowing it And I toiled away at all the tasks they gave me And I wasn't the best or the worst Rip up my mind, has always worked against me To never feel calm, I was cursed So when will death come? When will he save me from here? And, oh, and surely, I'm done And on and off, can't I not care? So how many times Will I close my eyes? Only to wake in the light And have to live my life And if you feel the same as me, I pity you now In it forever But I guess we're in this together