I am just a member I am just a vote for your cause I am just a number Solve me as a man without resolve Got me where you want me I'm yours for sure Wean me off your blinders Left to think my thoughts are my own On my own Finally A moment to myself And I realize I know who I am But not what I'm living for I need a reason that isn't a rhyme I need a meaning that isn't a reason why I'll leave you all with a scar, a permanent mark For when death do us part Because it's hard to face Knowing we all will fade away Ideology is a fallacy when what I believe doesn't come as a package deal There's no borderline, in your bottom line If a picture's worth a thousand words, then who needs scripture With a picture's worth, and feeling what we're worth We all might as well just do porn I've never felt so frail So vulnerable to a wakeless morning I've never felt so afraid That it could all just end Without a warning And I pray for you to see I've been sheltered by my bliss I can't brace myself It all hits all at once And it may kill me Leave me to Burn, I lost my fire Running from the flames Finally, finally I know I need a reason that isn't a rhyme I need a meaning that isn't a reason why I'll leave you all with a permanent mark I need a reason that isn't a rhyme I need a meaning that isn't a reason why I'll leave you all with a scar, a permanent mark For when death do us part Because it's hard to face Knowing we all will fade away O, aimless, I aim for the rafters Not knowing what I am after So shameless, I'm chasing my rapture And without a warning