One hand casts the shadow One hand holds the flame I can hear it coming But I don't hold fear and pain An echo in the distance That familiar empty space Turning from the light I step into my shade So I believe somehow If I step closer to the fear and doubt That I'll grow further I will not remain in light And I'll grow scars that elevate the mind Now I believe I know I've grown conscious in this space But I could reset further I can not remain in light So I go far enough away And fight I feel the stillness coming I am but form in place The world I know soon ending This is the only way And still I wait To illuminate my fate The ruins descend upon me To spare me from the pain Will you pray for me as I fight through the rain I can hardly see but I'll carry on I don't want to die I don't want to wander I've been cast aside As I hope for the sun So I believe somehow If I step closer to the fear and doubt That I'll grow further I will not remain in light And I'll grow scars that elevate the mind Now I believe I know I've grown conscious in this space But I could reset further I can not remain in light So I go far enough away And fight One hand held toward the daylight One hand traces a line Both hands bleed I'm alight My shade cast is my guide I'm breathing but inside I'm chained to my darkness I know this is my fight I'll change I will grow I will make myself want life I'll become the daylight I've awakened now So I believe somehow If I step closer to the fear and doubt That I'll grow further I will not remain in light And I'll grow scars that elevate the mind Now I believe I know I've grown conscious in this space But I could reset further I can not remain in light So I go far enough away I've been lost here I've been free The slave I've been the follower Who could lead but chose to be here now I will shout my name and find peace with my soul in hand I will scream here for the hope I gave My distress bare from my will the blade I'll reach out I will hold that blade and carve my name in stone then I'll die. I really want to believe somehow If I step closer to the fear and doubt That I'll grow further I will not remain in light And I'll grow scars that elevate the mind Now I believe I know I've grown conscious in this space But I could reset further I can not remain in light So I go far enough away And fight