We sat on the hood of your car
Skin like the moon, without the glow
And if I ever thought that we would make it this far, I thought so fast that I would never know
Dry eyes, as big as the night
And I prayed to Whatever you would let mine in
This was, that was our fight
Twin machine built to never fit in
And I burned my hands trying to find myself
Covered my head and violently slept
Take away the pain, was I any different?
Everybody hurts I didn't make the decision
But I can feel the incision
And I can fill the prescription
It didn't make sense, was I any different?
Built to never fit in
I was never meant to be a martyr in disguise but my finger on the trigger didn't feel like a disguise
And I will never be exactly perfect in your eyes but the though of maybe getting close will always satisfy
Me
Isn't that what we all want?
Fulfilling expiration date but never getting bought
Isn't that what we all need?
Always in the present but never getting seen
And I burned my hands trying to settle the score
Continents and consequences knocking at my door
But my tongue is always stuck between
Wanting more and a metaphor
Dry eyes as big as the night
And I prayed to Whatever you would let mine in
And this was, that was our fight
Twin machines built to never get fixed
Connect, connect, connect
Remember this is what you needed, isn't it?
Haunt, haunt, haunt
Remember this is what you wanted
Didn't it change?, change?
When the world began to fall away
And how you left it, there are many different ways to pray
Connect, connect, connect
Remember this is what you needed, isn't it?
Haunt, haunt, haunt
Remember this is what you wanted
Didn't it change?, change?
When the world began to fall away
And how you left it, there are many different ways to pray