"There are many things we'll never know But that's just the way the river flows You're a part of me that must sink in these turbid waters to disappear silently" It's just an illusion You are wandering through my fantasies Affectionately massaging my flesh I'm safer here, but it's going too fast I'm not giving up, but I guess that's the point of no return This goddamn place is always cold The fallacy suggests that there's an exit I think I have everything under control You prove me wrong When I see you dancing somewhere in the deserts of my mind I have to fight it all the time I'd like to skip this moment And the pain you'll have to face when it come true I thank you for believing in me But we are not as special as we hoped I never thought I'd die alone But tonight, that was my ambition It's getting clearer in my head And it's much more tragic than fiction I think I have everything under control You prove me wrong When I see you dancing somewhere in the deserts of my mind I have to fight it all the time I have to fight it all the time But the water is getting higher My lungs are drenched in affliction I just want this to end I just want this to end