I just wanna know how things are going I don't even wanna text cuz I don't know Who you showin', things are so shaky It's like your wind is blowing I don't wanna go, I don't wanna go Give me some time, trust me I can grow You shootin' me down, crossbow Making me feel heavy, cargo No time on my hands But you have time cuz you with some other mans I think we should cancel those plans Cuz clearly he got more bands But you use my money so you can get some brand new brands Why do you lie Stop hurting me I just wanna be free Every time we talk it's about spilling tea I just sit there and agree Feeling sick just listening When I leave, feel like 1415 Just talking No I'm not stalking Why do I feel locked in Boxed in You having fun You have a place to run While I never seen the sun Never even got the chance to say I won Kids walking round strapped with a 9 Saying stuff like I'm out on my grind 1 through 10, he a twelve, you a dime Now you crying You haven't reached your prime Take the time I wanna be best friends with benefits Not that cookie cutter stuff Everybody seen from early 2000s kids I just wanna be me Even thought it sound naive As I'm losing my relevance Why do you lie Stop hurting me I just wanna be free Every time we talk it's about spilling tea I just sit there and agree Feeling sick just listening When I leave, feel like 1415