I've walked the road of lies and misery And there's nothing left out there anymore Scars of the past is what makes me who I am And they overflow and grow throughout this war And as the wind blows past, it cuts and I'm cold and lost I feel my heart aching inside What have I been fighting for? And hurting for? Was of this worth it to live like this? To find the truth in everything we must fight, no matter what You see, it's not a mistake I know 'cause I'm still alive I feel alive with this pain I'll be the only one with a voice But even if I shout out, there's still no reply Holding out my hand, but no one seems to care But we must keep moving on, we have to try I feel my body and my mind swaying with all the heat And burning from the inside out Even if we lose again or fall again Or start to hate everything in sight In freezing winds and burning suns I'll stand up my conviction strong! You see, I'll never forget it all 'Cause I'm still alive I feel alive with this pain With this pain Even if I'm battered and I'm bruised From this cruel and unfair world I'll reach out my hand to someone else! I'll reach out my hand to you, always! Yeah, yeah! Though I've tried so many times to stay so strong And try to hide all the despair inside With all the scars within me I'll keep all my regrets with all my pride You see, it's not a mistake, I know I feel alive, alive! What have I been fighting for? And hurting for? Was all of it worth it to live like this? To find the truth in everything we must fight no matter what You see, it's not a mistake, I know 'Cause I'm still alive I feel alive with this pain