Home, at least for now Took time to run but was found without making a sound oh Tell me what to see Cause all of the light in my life keeps smothering me oh You, you're running for your life You're running to survive But you're free Yeah, you're free It happened long ago But you just won't let go The tiring lies Just open your eyes What a goddamn pathetic defeat The fact that life trusted me Well, not anymore I'm down on the floor Uncomfortable in my skin It's my fault for where it's been I need it gone Cut off thrown so Long ago for now But I know you'll always be there Ahhh Gone. Washed out the brain Just like it was through the garden in the pouring rain oh Hope to see the day And not the light that was stolen and taken away oh Mmmm I'll rest my soul tonight Actually leave something behind So my future kids can inherit my mind But do I really have a soul in My perceived reality, yeah? If it can be fixed with chemistry Long ago now But I know it'll always be there Yeah! Hoping just feels wrong Cause I don't think God needs me Yeah! I'll fight I'll fight I'll fight among our battles, see? I'll fight I'll fight I'll fight the ones who took care of me We'll fight We'll fight We'll fight among our battles, see? We'll fight We'll fight We'll fight oh god help. I can't see