No, I'm fine
I just can't tell where I lost track of time
I better start crawling
Inching closer to where I was when it died
Or where I lost my mind
I'm gonna handle this
One of these days, I'm gonna stop sleeping in
'Cause I can't stand to face
All of my doubts and my fears
While I'm drowning in the thought of you laughing while I figure it out
Well don't you worry 'cause I'm laughing at myself
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I've been chasing my tail for weeks now
I keep coming up flat
I'll hide from you until I'm sure that I climbed back again
Boy, I hope I can climb back again
When I quit drinking, I don't leave a bottle in the back of the fridge
So why when I open my phone do I see all your messages?
I guess you're just too hard to quit
And I don't wanna admit
That after all of this time
You've still got a hold on me
But why do you think I'm doing
Everything I'm doing
To come across as functional
I'm gonna handle this
One of these days, I'm gonna stop sleeping in
'Cause I can't stand to face
All of my doubts and my fears
While I'm drowning in the thought of you laughing while I figure it out
Well don't you worry 'cause I'm laughing at myself