I want to be free Be able to see To feel your skin, your soul, whenever I want it But we're in this world Unable to love To feel your love, your hate, my scars, your blade and I remember how I held your hand Back then I felt alive Felt alive But now I want to die Why I feel these feelings? Why I can't avoid it? Should I keep in secret My love, your hate, my scars, your blade and I remember how I held your hand Back then I felt alive Felt alive But now I want to die Primal fear and sorrow Will bring you tomorrow All I hope is dying in your hands with me I want to be free Be able to see To feel your love, my hate, my scars, your blade and I remember how I held your hand Back then I felt alive Felt alive But now I know that I like pain and sorrow There's no need for me to feel alive Feel alive So now I want to die