Feel like I'm 45 but I turn 20 tonight And I got a lot on my mind under the city lights They say take a hit of this It'll give you life I see my best friends White powder on the counter every weekend They're only sober for an hour And I'm just waiting for this shit to end Midwest to the west coast West coast Tryin' to hold on to my old soul Don't know, no No one really gives a damn Maybe this life ain't right for me Midwest to the west coast West coast Tryin' to hold on to my old soul Don't know, no No one really gives a damn Maybe this life ain't right for me No no no Girls stuck at 25 Throwing up to keep a dress size Big lips, fake tits, they get it right they say Take a hit of this It'll give you life And all they see is dollar signs That three-piece suit waiting for you to sign On the dotted line They want to see you do well Just never better than them Midwest to the west coast West coast Tryin' to hold on to my old soul Don't know, no No one really gives a damn Maybe this life ain't right for me Midwest to the west coast West coast Tryin' to hold on to my old soul Don't know, no No one really gives a damn Maybe this life ain't right for me No no no I've lost so much searching for myself Too many books, is god real? Just tell me you know I'm out of touch with how to feel What's right or wrong I can't say that I really know Cause I don't really know