A strangely concealed and irrational - unseizable presence which
Fills my heart with desire - aligning
My mind - sensibly yet unruly it urges me
To follow my emotion
Now - only some faint irritations here - between the synapses will
Form a key and unlock - open the
Door - activate a self-governed reaction
Through a programmed sequence
Inside a pool there's a multitude of information
Bits floating around - oh so far without a rule
But suddenly - and it seems they're driven by ghosts hand
They recombine, connect and supplement
Forming reply to questions once been sent
Providing clues and hints causing my mind to understand
Hidden within a maze of a vast complexity
Once in the dark and being hard to comprehend
Now rearranged - all lined up in chains and suddenly
Showing a way made from fragments born in mind
Not yet complete but I may jump across and find
The missing parts amended by experience gained in time
A gentle spark - yet enough to start a fire of passion
Always prepared oh to enter the unknown
Programmed to genes by hard selecting evolution
Proven by time - instinctively employed
A skill well trained by pressures from all sides
A constant drill in fighting for survival through the night
There's night all around and bare of sight and sound
How can I survive with all the threads around?
How did my ancient ancestors back in time decide?
I try to scan my subconscious feelings to snatch a clue in time
There must be a proven alternative for me - a change to get away
Within a spiral twist all meandering, any forced decision of the past
Leaving traces, remembering, engraving and encoding all our frailties
The branches of our family tree -
Our history of evolution - groping for
Eludication - a guiding light - within the darkness of complexity