I'm just depressed Heaven, without you Crush your sweet ice You just too cool Diamonds and fear Automatic youth My symptomatic haze I'm dead that way I guess I'm just dead that way Right on Automatic youth My symptomatic haze I'm dead that way I guess I'm just dead that way But her heart has a spirit If you listen close, you can hear it And it's something more than when horny 'Cause you're something like a discovery And it moves you like no other What a frailty to be discovered Rewind time I loved you Who am I kidding with the past tense Still love you in your absence Now our daughter asking why I was absent So when explaining why to our smart kid Standing on top of the carcass of a flaming lie Tell her fame is why, I was trying to be like a famous guy Came inside, baby's mine Laying beside you, the baby inside you I was playing this guitar Zoom out, one year later Gloom is rushing down your moon cheeks Raining now Explaining why I wasn't around Claiming I wasn't a father to my daughter Painted lies on my tainted hide I thought to tell her all she could point At was manifested from joints that I sang And by the way, how's that hot water Food and roof under that raining sky? Shit, now I'm being an asshole in a castle Sorry, lame was I Mainly I just wanna be cool, trill, real family ties On acid, laughing Sound good, hope it happen And for this angel, you to thank My two cents in the bank Automatic youth My symptomatic haze I'm dead that way I guess I'm just dead that way Right on Automatic youth My symptomatic haze I'm dead that way I guess I'm just dead that way But my heart has a spirit If you listen close, you can hear it And it's something more than when horny 'Cause I'm something like a discovery And it moves you like no other What a frailty to be discovered