Last week you had me thinking, to play a game with a gun And feel my body up with lead to me that sounds pretty fun I got this bullshit on my chest, I swear it's weighing a ton No, I don't wanna fall in love by rather going to stick to myself And find my happy place 'Cause every day is getting harder in this rabbit race Find myself and my happy place Know every day is getting harder in this rabbit race Last week you had me thinking, to play a game with a gun And feel my body up with lead to me that sounds pretty fun I got this bullshit on my chest, I swear it's weighing a ton No, I don't wanna fall in love by rather going to stick to myself And find my happy place 'Cause every day is getting harder in this rabbit race Find myself and my happy place Know every day is getting harder in this rabbit race Just say it out loud what you're really feeling Don't tell me lies I don't wanna hear it It's a rat race, caught me in a bad place Don't wanna look in the mirror I can't recognize my face I can't crack this code difficulty expert mode My heart it stopped beating Shit is deceiving, can't feel it anymore I keep waiting to break the cycle Wish the time could just slow down Patterns eat me and I can't beat me My brains just way too fucking loud Last week you had me thinking, to play a game with a gun And feel my body up with lead to me that sounds pretty fun I got this bullshit on my chest, I swear it's weighing a ton No, I don't wanna fall in love by rather going to stick to myself And find my happy place 'Cause every day is getting harder in this rabbit race Find myself and my happy place Know every day is getting harder in this rabbit race Last week you had me thinking, to play a game with a gun And feel my body up with lead to me that sounds pretty fun I got this bullshit on my chest, I swear it's weighing a ton No, I don't wanna fall in love by rather going to stick to myself And find my happy place 'Cause every day is getting harder in this rabbit race Find myself and my happy place Know every day is getting harder in this rabbit race