I run from my feelings, and try to numb the pain
I take in all I can until it runs through my veins
I search for a feeling of relief or even redemption
Or am I just looking for attention?
You can not get hurt, when you can not feel at all
Will I get out of this alive? I need a wakeup call
Oh god, what have I become?
I came addicted to the thing I ran from
I've lost my way, I strayed from the path,
Wanted something I don't need but I'm in over my head
I'm scared of the moment, when it's all coming down,
I wish I could change this, But I'm too stubborn to turn this around
It's a familiar story, but I don't like how it goes,
Will I be able to control myself, no one Knows
It's a sickness, and my mind is infected
The decision I made Left my heart neglected
I've lost my way, I strayed from the path,
Wanted something I don't need but I'm in over my head
I'm scared of the moment, when it's all coming down,
I wish I could change this, But I'm too stubborn to turn this around
My mind has been infected
Left my heart Neglected
I've lost my way, I strayed from the path,
Wanted something I don't need but I'm in over my head
I'm scared of the moment, when it's all coming down,
I wish I could change this, But I'm too stubborn to turn this around
My mind has been infected
My mind has been infected